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I just linked my FB to this blog. I have had this blog nearly a decade, it's my first most likely on teh intarwebs!!
I am very cold. It's 2 am, so instead of being wildly bored, I should be sleeping. Oh well. |
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| tuesday evening |
[Jul. 11th, 2006|09:12 pm] |
spent at this point 6 thousand at the vet since october between samantha, jasmine and pandora.
i didn't think that much about it (because it upsets me) until saturday when the vet dr carrao told me i was royally ripped off by that nice emergency hospital.
he said all the tests he was faxed were not needed, and that her bloodwork was normal. that the things i was told she had were very broad speculation. hmmm.
then dr carrao did a blood test to ensure pandora didnt have feline leukemia etc. and i paid. i didn't realize that's what the test was. pandora has already BEEN tested for everything and fortunately has no disease.
so then today i called and was informed pandora has no diseases and is good to go for friday surgery. i ask the cost and am told something outrageous. (plus hospital stay) i'm like,'wha huhhhh?' i had three other cats fixed and spent nothing like that.
i called my vet i took the other guys to, and the cost is about the same as the cost of one blood test jasmine had at washington square vet when i had to go to the e/r place a day later! my vet in long island basically is about 1/10th the city vet's cost!
not only that, they remember me and are willing to let her be dropped off a day in advance and not charge for the hospital 3 days overnight! so let's see, awesome vet i used to do work for and get free vet services... or city place that sent me to rip off central, and want to rip me off more. sigh.
panda is going to get the best care, AND it's not going to rip her mommy off. and panda's uncle jim and joe are the kick ass relations!! jim is going through a really trying time and was still willing to take the little lady by car for this..... and joe has offered to take the train to nyc straight out of work, get the princesss... see the vet with my written list of what to say, and drop her there. and then bring her back to nyc post surgery!
I love you!! I love you!! I love you!!
i had to call my dad to say happy birthday and found out that he is working in a tiny town called hornell, ny.
it sounds absolutely beautiful. he is now a travelling doctor on his vacation time, getting three times what he's normally earning. he said if he goes part time at his practice and does this part time he will make as much doing this as he makes in his private practice in a year. so he will travel the country training people in oncology offices, hospitals and filling in for doctors. he told me there is only one oncology practice in this little rural town, and the doctors can't get vacations. so he's filling in, at the office and at a clinic. it just sounded so beautiful and so fun. he said it's like how long island was 150 years ago.
i almost wished for a minute i was a travelling oncologist. but all i am is a chick who's pissed off about vet bills. i had first called my dad's house and got my half brother evan. i actually talked with him for half an hour, which seemed to shock my father. evan never had a pet and never seemed interested in animals. yet, since i don't stfu i was telling him my vet issues. he told me he works at a vet's in oceanside. he has a car which is insane (well he is 17 crazy enough!) and drives there. he told me he draws blood and runs blood tests through a computer? for feline aids etc.
i was thinking,'can he take panda there?' but i would never ask my wayward distant family for any favor. i wish i was friends with my brothers, they have cars and i'd go hang out with them. but i'm not. for whatever reason, by the shock my father expressed that i had conversed with evan, my father wouldn't really want this particular crazy big sister in their lives. |
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| damn |
[Oct. 25th, 2005|02:47 pm] |
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i feel so fuzzy. i don't wanna talk about it, but damn. ooooh now i feel icky. |
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| i really am a man |
[Oct. 4th, 2005|11:46 pm] |
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albeit i a winded, puny little man in subpar shape. |
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| i'm glad i never ended up... |
[Sep. 21st, 2005|12:16 am] |
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seeing 'aviator' at the theater. this is a loooooooong movie. obviously not holding my attention that well as i'm writing this... |
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| cats! |
[Sep. 16th, 2005|12:37 am] |
jasmine was on my new table scratching it. i said 'get down' and she jumped on me scratching my foot open and then goes and bites my leg.
that was fun. i squirted her with water gun, im terrible. act like conklin you little diva. |
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| mi mi mi mi graine |
[Jun. 30th, 2005|06:07 pm] |
yeah! megaheadache!! why is it that i hardly hang out with anyone but get fifty calls a day?
why is it that.... |
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| i attract psychos |
[Jun. 22nd, 2005|10:10 pm] |
ugh! so i have my own mental problems to deal with, thank you very much.
i met this 'girl' i think of 'women' as matrons for some reason, i have a hard time of thinking of this character as a 'woman'.
anyway, i was nice to her. the fun part? she calls my cell and home alternating, every 20 minutes. she called me her 'best friend' and she is totally irksome!
lol, why? i guess you have to look at the bigger picture and it makes sense. but anyway, i get aggravated too quickly and i feel bad about not answering calls.
BUT i owe it to no-one to be their friend on demand, and i owe it to myself to spend time with people i want to actually listen to speaking. |
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| wow |
[Jun. 13th, 2005|10:09 am] |
im kind of EXTREMELY nervous, but it looks like i am going to plan to go on a cruise with my friend.
cozumel mexico, cayman islands and ochos rios jamaica among other ports of call.
hmmmm. it could be good, if i make sure she doesnt drink too much.
we have to have a talk before i decided to go ahead. |
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| ickies |
[Jun. 11th, 2005|08:33 pm] |
i went to LI today to a really dull family party :/. after we went to a restaurant out there and my brother was snappy to me, always fun.
my mom offered to buy me anything i wanted at costco, and then they were closed. that was lame, we had a huge van. if i want to go at 8 am i can go upstate, but i think id prefer not?
today was a lot. my brother in law mentioned he knew i liked his cousin. he said would i want a boyfriend that lives in california?
no. i said if your cousin didnt live in california, id totally go out with him. figures!
the shaved head guy i like is never gonna call me, so f*ck 'im. id go out where he hangs out tonight, but as he has not called me, i see very little to no point in bothering.
id prefer sleeping. |
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| awesomeness |
[Jun. 11th, 2005|11:19 am] |
last night became unexpectedly better. i needed to meet my family for dinner, and a bunch of my brother in laws relations were in town for a funeral and would be there. i imagined myself, not hungry, just sitting there staring into nothingness.
then i met this cousin of his that was so cute!! i thought he was married with two kids, but it turned out his brother was the one with the wife and kids.
not the cute guy. i ended up sharing dessert with cute guy, and we walked home alone together. we spent all night talking between ourselves, and his friend nearly wasnt coming to get him-that he was staying with. my sister told him to go stay with me, and my mother echoed it. i was like, yeah sure!
his friend showed up, hes gone. he lives in LA :(
he's going back after going to florida and nc. I never met him once in 21 years my sister was with his cousin! he never leaves california. i caught him looking at me in a mirror and we made eye contact, it was pretty weird.
i never would have thought my sister's husband had a cool hot cousin in California. He does though.
i told my mom he's so cute and she said,'He's 43 honey!' as though that's too old for me.
you must be kidding me. how excited am i to meet some really cute 43 year old that looks 29? even though i'll never see him again, it was nice to hang out with him all night.
what's also funny is i deliberately talked to this guy and flirted which i just do not do. my stepfather kept trying to interrupt my talking with him to get me to look up dog photos on the internet.
i guess i had a fun time where least expected. one can only hope that stands for today in some way, as i prepare for a huge family event in long island. cousins i havent seen since i was 15, exceptions of my awesome favorites sally and lenny who are. ill take pictures. |
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| ah |
[Jun. 9th, 2005|11:39 pm] |
living inside my head is basically just an immense hassle. what goes on in there is quite troublesome. i wouldn't dare share it, some unusual goings on upstairs as usual.
yesterday i walked long and far with boki and heather. my shoes were strange, and ripped up my heel. i couldn't walk all day, and i couldn't sleep it hurt so much :(
this girl that i know turned out to be insane. she made up crazy lies and it was really strange. i didn't find it amusing, and thought at best it was highly annoying.
she may be reading, and if so- yes, i mean you. lying to people and making up outlandish stories isn't cute, and your psychiatrist should totally switch up your meds.
and if my kids are out there, mommy says hi strangers! lol, deadbeat mom that i am.
my cat is being demanding. he is not having this, me at the computer.
i never said i'm sane. im far from it. |
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| photos |
[Jun. 7th, 2005|06:03 pm] |
joe and i knocked out some photos today. one in particular is me, and a guy that works in the supermarket. we just asked him if hed be in a picture and he said ok.
lol, we got one shot where i look silly but like the picture anyway.
we were so damned hot out there, and now my dear joe weeny is passed out. he will not go out with me tonight as i really hoped. hes burned to lobster red.
he is really crisp. anyway, he is open to a movie, but not to the bar. i didnt hear from dave, and am sad. i guess maybe he is just some attractive guy i don't even know, so whatever! i dont truly know if he is actually cool, only that he looks cute :/
i really should refuse to be hopeful based on something like that!! that is sooo silly. conklin's cute, but he can be a real pesty boy. he kept turning my tv on and off with his little paws on my remote when i was resting. and he looks so innocent!
anyway, seriously, i wish to try to stick to the not dating right now or liking anyone policy. it's something not needed when it could just stress me. |
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| infected with change |
[Jun. 6th, 2005|08:44 pm] |
a few weeks ago i decided to shake up my sameness in a way. seriously, at first i couldnt sleep and was very unhappy. however, now i feel better than before.
the change is a good change, i feel like im productive, or at least more productive. i have a project, it seems to be doing well.
i am tired, lethargic, a little miserable. this is the norm though. at the moment i just don't know much about anything, espescially my psyche. talking to luis, lol. ha, only karen would get it. |
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| i am featured on a website |
[Jun. 6th, 2005|07:29 pm] |
lol! i am not saying, but i am on a website. i am excited! anyway i have the hugest crush on this dave guy. it's driving me crazy. i like NOT liking someone better than feeling worried that he might not like me, be a guy for me, etc. etc.
i just want the answers NOW. it's funny, but i go out all the time, meet lots of people and it's like meh. but then i meet this huge bald headed guy and im instantly taken with him. that's crazy. it's belies my 'type' and it has no reason to it at all.
not my thing, not even close, but i like him so very much :/ |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 2nd, 2005|06:40 pm] |
Last night Tienne's friend Max picked up Sue and myself. We ended up at a bar Tienne thought was Opaline. When we left we realized Opaline was two doors down, so we went in. I liked that. It was better than our first stop.
We stayed out late. So I went out Sat,Sun,Mon, Tues, Wed so far. Planning on going out tonight, so this is a little much with the going out.
It was very fun though, last night and Tuesday espescially. Saturday as well, as that was the night I encountered a cute guy who I am planning to look for again?
So, yes. I am doing all this club/bar stuff, meantime I am not even promoting the website yet. I am a little bit silly like a super monkey. |
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| lying liars |
[Jun. 1st, 2005|03:45 am] |
i just got home.
i told lies. i told someone stupid that i wanted to drive a car into a tree so much, that it seemed like fun. they believed it. i then said i wanted to drive a car into a train.
i met a guy whose last name is yau, and strangely- today i started calling conklin yauyau!
i kept calling the guy 'yau'. i played pool and did well, and i met some people that were friendly.
i sang 'whip it' by devo, and 'like a surgeon' by weird al in a duet with susana.
it was fun, definitely so.
i don't have my tattoos yet, and i don't have my tanks. my new hair is awesome, it's growing on me. the streaks are so even and done so well. i think it's the best work ive had done on my hair.
and for $85!! including a haircut. and i degrade myself! BUT THAT IS TOTALLY MY DECISION IN LIFE> |
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